Friday, September 10, 2004
12:52 AM

I MISS HIM really really soo much!!i always think tat soo long time past already,i will be able to 4get him,bt im not..im really cannot......no1 else can give me tat feeling except him...我真的真的好想回去找他，那时，我觉得我们好有缘分，真的！那样幸福。昨天我梦到他了，还有最最最好的死党。我们很开心，那种感觉在这里是没有的，但我每次梦到他，都看不见他的脸，只有他的身影和名字，总会因为种种原因而错过，好遗憾啊！DUNno when i could c him again,even jus stand thr n c him quietly....no need talk...everytime i wake up...the sweet dream disappears,it has gone,bt e thing tat left to me is painfulness n sadness....i wan 4get,bt really cannot....ppl told me tat time is e best medicine to 4get something,bt unfortunately tat is not beri useful to me de.....e tat time i went back,i nv c him,even our homes located veri near to each other,bt....i saw every view was soo familiar,jus e person who around me is different! dunno when i can 4get him,mayb some day..mayb nv!i dunno....
erm.......i dun wan continue liao....jus say bb loh!!
MISS U SO MUCH!!leizhen!! :(

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